Life After Lola - Cancerversaries

Yes, I am still alive, and here's proof: 


Year Two NED 


12th Jan 2019: Yesterday was a year since I finished treatment so I shall not speak of treatment again now.  Goodbye to clinical thoughts of this time last year. Goodbye to all treatment that is not the treatment I am now on to reduce recurrence risks. Goodbye to intense primary care treatment. There, I think that's covered it!


An important milestone has recently been passed.  I hit the big 50!  A few years ago, thoughts of hitting 50 filled me with dread. In a society obsessed with youth, the prospect of reaching 50 felt slightly uncomfortable. Having had a life threatening disease, I was really pleased to make it to 50 and felt good. I want the opportunity to get old and wear this body out because I know too well the alternative is much worse.


Some of my artwork has been included in the Breast Cancer Art Project exhibition this month. The exhibition is open until 22nd February for anyone to visit and all funds raised will be going to breast cancer charities.  I felt very proud of having my artwork presented so nicely.  It somehow felt more poignant on their website than sitting in a drawing pad at home. This project has given it meaning and purpose. Visual communication is a powerful thing. 


21 March: Today is my 2 year anniversary since my diagnosis and, of course, the first day of Spring.  Hooray for seeing the daffodils once again!

Year One NED  


I have passed my one year cancerversary since diagnosis and now my 6 month NED (no evidence of disease) since surgery in November 2017.  I celebrated by going for a short run because my body is alive and able to do this, which feels good. A beautiful sunny day with a sunny mental outlook.


Race for Life
I met up with the women who supported me online throughout my cancer treatment.  We shared very special friendships and it was really good to be able to meet in person.

I took part in a 5K Race for Life in London in June with a dear friend that I met from the breast cancer community.  It was a very hot day but we managed to keep running the full 5K.   The atmosphere was really good with a pre-run workout to get us all motivated.  I'll sign up for another soon as it gives a focus to keep me exercising as well as raising money for a good cause.


I've taken a couple of big holidays since I finished treatment and I recommend this if you can afford it.   After being denied life's pleasures whilst on chemo it was really good to travel again.



Priceless!
I've seen my Daughter graduate and get her first job and feel so very proud of her, knowing that she has achieved all of this with the turmoil of my illness in the background.  My Son achieved high grades in University despite the anxiety of my illness and I am so proud of him.  They have both demonstrated a resilience that I know will set them up for life.  It's amazing how much more grateful I feel for everything I experience now, like my eyes are wide open and savouring every moment, knowing that all I'm experiencing could have been taken away from me last year.

September 2018 and its now a year since I finished chemotherapy.  It feels a bit surreal when I look back, almost like it happened to someone else and I'm just an observer.  My nails are back to full health and the "moons" have come back which had vanished during chemo.  Some of my toe nails are taking longer to recover but are improving all the time.  My hair has now grown to almost a jaw-length layered bob.


6th Nov 2018: Today I am officially one year NED (no evidence of disease) apparently NED is measured from the date of your surgery.  As I had 6 months of chemo before surgery my one year NED feels like a long time.  I spent 6 months on chemo waiting to get rid of the cancer surgically before the NED measuring could begin.  I wonder if everyone on chemo before surgery (neo-adjuvant) treatment feels like this too?  I still have until January to reach my biggest milestone anniversary: the end of treatment and after that there will be no more measuring back to "this time last year".  Hooray!


The last few months have been an important time for me in terms of knowledge.  I read two great books Jane McLelland "How to Starve Cancer" and Dr Kristi Funk "Breasts - An Owners Manual".  I've been researching ways to reduce my risk since my diagnosis and it was like a eureka moment when I read Jane McLelland's book.  Someone else was just like me, piecing a survival strategy together, but much further down the road and I am grateful to Jane for her knowledge and user friendly diagrams to explain a complex science.  I went to a talk in London and met Jane and I have no doubt that she genuinely enjoys helping people.  I'm grateful to Dr Kristi Funk for putting more science into the arena and for debunking the soya myth as this has been debated so much in the breast cancer community and I continue to enjoy whole-bean soya products a few times a week.  I think knowledge is empowerment and it feels good.













1 comment:

  1. Wonderful to read & very imformative.
    Thank you Mai xx

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